feelings - for real

Sometimes, I feel frustrated.

Sometimes, I feel lost.

Sometimes, I feel lonely.

Sometimes, I feel insignificant.

Sometimes, I feel like I don't know how to feel.

And then, I always feel grateful that I got to marry my best friend, because, without him, I might feel these things usually, or always, instead of just sometimes. 

"God gave me you for the ups and downs. God gave me you for the days of doubt. And when I think I lost my way there are no words here left to say, it's true. God gave me you."

Is this unnecessarily mushy or a downer? Maybe. But I don't care. It's true, and if this blog isn't to record what's been going on in all aspects of life, then I don't know what it's for...

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